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Fix you

Hey guys! It's been awhile.

I'll try to get back into my every day posting. Now that I'm on summer break, I have a little more extra time to do my rambling.

Not going to lie, I'm not having a good day. Started out great, woke up to the man of my dreams, Vincent of course. And I went to have lunch with my mom and dad.

After lunch, I went to train at my "new" job. I used to work at this radio station before I moved to Utah and they agreed to let me work for them during my summer back in California.

They trained me on board oping, meaning I'm the person that connects the radio station to the people out in the town doing remotes.

After that I walked down the street to this cute little coffee shop and waited for Vince to come pick me up, and have coffee with me.

We made lunch, played some video games and then he went to school, California schools start summer a little bit later than me.

After he left, not only did the day get duller, but it also went to hell. Pardon my language.

I recently stopped talking to a long term friend of mine because she decided she was way too good for me.

She liked to put me down to make herself feel better. And I finally decided that I don't need a friend like that.

And that's why I decided to call this post "Fix you".

Yes, I am listening to the song, but also mostly because I want you to know that there is nothing you need to fix.

You are perfect and there is no reason anyone should put you down for being yourself. You need to stop worrying what other people think and enjoy who you are.

Don't let anyone treat you like you're lower than them. You don't deserve that, nobody deserves that, we are all one and we all go through our own troubles.

And if you are one of the people putting others down, think about what you are putting them through, and how much you don't know about that person..

You never know what bullying can do to someone until it's too late. 

I'm done with my soapbox. I hope you all have a great day, and if you EVER need someone to talk to, I want you to know that I am here for you. I will listen, and I will try my absolute best to help make whatever you're going through, a little easier.

You're not alone.

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