Self - Improvement : A Work in Progress

 Hello! I hope you all had a wonderful night, and a wonderful week so far. I want to talk about something that has been happening to me lately... The passed few months I have not been able to remember my dreams when I woke up, and I was pretty sad about it... BUT  I would rather not remember them than have nightmares! Which is what has been happening lately. I wonder why that is. You're perfectly happy and suddenly your brain is like "but what if this happened?!" No. No brain, this hypothetical nightmare scape you've created would literally never happen, ever.  So what's the deal with this? Someone explain to me the science behind a vengeful brain. Like I said before, I would rather go back to not remembering them if this is the alternative. 😂 Anyway, I hope you all are having wonderful dreams, and you're not being attacked by wild, scary dreams with no data to back up its images 😂😂 Please let me know in the comments below if you have way to escape bad drea...

 Good morning everyone! I hope you're all doing well! Quick note, I'm changing the naming convention of my posts, again.. I'm still waking up a bit earlier though! I fell off a little, but, I'm slowly making it back to 6 am. Does anyone have any tips on how to get out of my cool, crisp, amazingly comfy bed in the morning? As most of you who read my blog already know, I'm engaged, to my best friend! (Who I mentioned years ago on here..) And well, we're planning our wedding! 165 days to go! And as that countdown number gets smaller, my anxiety gets higher and higher, there is still SO MUCH left to plan.  My main focus right now is florals, did you guys know how expensive flowers are? It's probably one of the most expensive individual parts so far (not including the venue). I need a few tips on talking to florists, and how to get the most bang for my buck. Help wanted. 😂 I'll be emailing florists here shortly so any help I can get would be appreciated.  I ...

Thursday was NOT a good day for me. It was the one day of the week that I get to work out with my trainer. Since we haven't measured me in awhile, we decided it was time to see my progress. Now before I get into that, I knew it wasn't going to be good, I have been traveling a lot this summer and eating...not so great. Vincent and I haven't been making many meals either because we have been in the process of house hunting, packing and moving. Which by the way, we start moving this Sunday! Anyway, I warned my trainer before the actual measurements that it wasn't going to be good. And it wasn't. Just as I had expected, I had gained a few inches around just about every part of my body and a whomping 4 pounds. Which almost put me back to where I started in January. BUT There was a slight silver lining. I had gained more muscle. So not all of the weight I gained was fat. Thank goodness. I honestly was really upset by this, and my trainer could tell. So h...

Hey everyone! It's been a very long time since I've written on here. This year so many things have changed! Vincent moved in with me at the end of December 2016, it has been going super great! I love waking up to him every morning (except when I work graves of course). I can't believe its been 8 months since we made that giant leap in our relationship, things have been moving along so smoothly. At the end of February I became a Mary Kay Independent Beauty Consultant! Let me tell you, I was so nervous at first. The starter kit was $100 and it came with over $400 worth of product in it, so NO BRAINER, I signed up. I signed up wondering if I could make any money in the business of skin care and cosmetics, and I soon found out I could when at my first party I sold over $300 of product! Quickly I decided to invest in my business and milk it for all that I could, honestly, it hasn't been unrewarding. I've had so much personal growth, it's insane. I beg...

Warning : There is rambling. We are asked the same question over and over again while we become adults: When we are younger we say things like: Race car driver and Magician! Little do we know that our ideas on what we want to be in the future rarely stick. When I was a child I wanted to be a teacher, I think it was because I loved school and I respected my teachers, I looked up to them.  But as time went on, school wasn't so much fun anymore, it was more about discipline and our times tables. (You know, the hard stuff). I didn't like my teachers as much as I used to, so my dream of being a teacher changed pretty quickly. Of course, as I got older my dream job kept changing, it wasn't until my 13th birthday that I found the thing that stuck, Photography. My step dad bought me a Canon (I know, I know, gross) for my birthday. I took so many pictures!! And I was sure that photography was my thing, no one else's. ...

Good afternoon! Sorry I didn't write yesterday about my "secret". What I wanted to tell you yesterday didn't end up happening. BUT! It should be happening soon so I will tell you as soon as it does happen, blogger's promise. I don't think bloggers promise is a thing, but we will make it a thing! Lately I've been hearing from some friends that you can't comment, and that the site won't let you. Today, I'm going to tell you how to comment step-by-step with pictures. First you want to obviously be on the post that you wish to comment on.  The picture right below this is what the comment box looks like. It will be a little different for you because you're not the admin of this blog. :) You want to click on the drop down menu where it says "Comment as:" Like this: Then click the option that says "Name/URL". If you want to be Anonymous, you can, but I prefer to know who I'm talking to. It will the...

So if you pay attention to my blog, you may have noticed that I mention the band Coldplay A LOT. All my posts so far have been named after a Coldplay song..(minus maybe 2) This is for a couple reasons, Coldplay is my favorite band, I listen to them at least once a day. Some times I listen to them all day. It differs, like it probably does with your favorite bands. I have heard some upsetting things about them though, for instance, Family Guy makes fun of them quite often. Calls them a band that white males listen to, specifically teenagers. And people are always saying that they are just awful. I'm here to change your mind based off just the good things the band has done, as members of the community, not so much a band. Coldplay began making music in 1998, and from their very start, they have been giving 10% of everything they make to charity. Also, in 2009 they were "carbon neutral" during one of their concerts. Coldplay funded a wind farm to supply most of t...

Hey guys! It's been awhile. I'll try to get back into my every day posting. Now that I'm on summer break, I have a little more extra time to do my rambling. Not going to lie, I'm not having a good day. Started out great, woke up to the man of my dreams, Vincent of course. And I went to have lunch with my mom and dad. After lunch, I went to train at my "new" job. I used to work at this radio station before I moved to Utah and they agreed to let me work for them during my summer back in California. They trained me on board oping, meaning I'm the person that connects the radio station to the people out in the town doing remotes. After that I walked down the street to this cute little coffee shop and waited for Vince to come pick me up, and have coffee with me. We made lunch, played some video games and then he went to school, California schools start summer a little bit later than me. After he left, not only did the day get duller, but it also w...