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Hello once again my readers!

I get to talk to you two times today? Lucky me!!

I spent all day with my friend Anderson today, it was pretty fun but it was irresponsible.

I had some reading that I was supposed to do, I have to do it tomorrow. Along with some other things that I've been putting off. Like sweeping, vacuuming, dishes, unpacking from California. And I should also get my homework done. I have two assignments due on Wednesday. One of them is done though, just have to make it neater.

Looks like tomorrow will be a productive day!

One of my mother's friends reads my blog now too. I hope she reads this because she will know who she is. But it made my day knowing that she enjoyed reading my rambling. Vincent just told me that I ramble a lot. Kind of made me sad.

Once I get further into my classes I'll have more interest in things and try to have debates, but you guys have to talk to me! Comment on my posts! That way I know you guys are out there! Or I'll just keep rambling. and we won't have any discussions.

How does that sound?

Because believe me, I can ramble about sheep for 14 pages if I felt like torturing you guys.. So don't make me! BAAAAA!!! <---That was a sheep.

How would you feel if you put yourself out in the open, told someone your every thought and dream, and at the end of your "speech" The other person looks at you like they had zoned out and missed everything you said?

Not too happy I imagine. That's how I feel when I get no responses from you!

I see that you guys read my blog, it keeps track of which post gets how many views, and how many views a day. So I know you guys are there. Why not talk to me?

I promise I'm not "too good" for you, I'll respond. You have my word.

Well I think I have written enough for today, you've gotten two posts out of me. I'm very tired and need to get some rest! Sleep well everyone!

Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.

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